B”H
Does God Require Obedience and Self-Negation? The short answer is: No.
Let’s see the long answer. God Desires Willing Unification
of Our Will to HaShem’s and that Will being our Own Will.
Obedience is commonly misunderstood. Self-negation in order to attain
Unification with God does not exist at all. They are taught, as “concepts” by
people who have not had the experience of the Unification of their Will into
HaShem’s and they cannot describe the experience. They are telling you what
they have understood from what they have heard, likely by others who got their
“information” second, third fourth…hand too. Their own Will is not that of
HaShem. So, they are trying very hard to be obedient. But they are being
obedient to their own misunderstandings! They are slavishly serving their own
dim images.
The Hebrew word עבד, pronounced eved, is
very poorly translated as ‘slave’ and ‘servant’. Eved is the Hebrew origin of
its English etymon obedient.
The Hebrew word עבד is actually two Names
of Israel. I’ve written out these proofs in the Hebrew post directly below this post.
Those who sincerely, genuinely, and *absolutely freely* want for the Creation
what God wants, and those who love those who have attained the highest levels
of unification of their Will into that of HaShem: Our Mothers, Fathers, the
Judges and the Prophets and sincerely want to become like them insofar as they
are able are eventually fully absorbed into the Divine Will, which is the Will
of the Holy Sages.
How do we know what God wants? Well, when a Heart filled with the desire to
become like the Righteous is filled with blood, and that blood then flows out
into the brain we know what that Will is because we have unified our Blood with
the Blood of our Holiest ancestors. That blood feeds the Brain and the Brain is
filled with knowing and understanding. That blood feeds the Eyes and the Eyes
see clearly and deeply.
Neither does God desire self-negation. This too is a mistaken interpretation.
The Hebrew word בטול, pronounced beetule,
is an anagram for לטוב, l’tov – meaning for
good. All that we are required is to maintain the constant desire for the good
of all of the Creation in our Hearts – and that is One with the Divine Will and
the Will of the Righteous and we have attained true Oneness of the Will.
This is not self-negation or obedience or surrender of our will !
The good of all must be Our Will. In fact, to get to this
level one must have passed the test of thinking that God does not desire the
good and have said: Nevertheless, the Good is MY Will! Even if God is not Good
– I Am! I will stand fast to this and I will stand true to this even if I have
to go up against God! I want to the good of all!
* This is not true. It is a test. I can tell you this because when you come to
that test it will seem very real to you and you will have to deal with the
despair of thinking that you are all alone in wanting the Good even if you have
been forewarned. It’s not a one-time, short experience either. This goes over
years and years.
Unification of the Will to God, then, is not the surrendering of our Will to
God. It is being the One who wants the Good. When we genuinely want this Good
we are bound together with all those who passed that test. They are holy
Fathers, Mothers, Judges and Prophets of The House of YisraEl. This binding is
becoming a Member of those who want only the good. To be a Member of this Body
is to become integrated into the Body of God, to become a Limb and an Organ of
all of Whom are United in their Will for the Good of All. This is The
Unification. Each Limb and Organ has its own Function, but it is all part of
the Body and United in the Will. So, some are the Hands of God – the right or
the Left. Some are the Eyes of God – the right or the Left. Some are the Heart
of God and so on. All work together as One Body – The Body.
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